Decision Making

Seth and I have never been very good at decision making, from what do you want to do with your life down to what do you want for dinner. We are indecisive to the core, which is something that God is continually growing and developing in us. However, I would be surprised if we ever got to the point where either of us said that we enjoy making decisions. These past few months and especially these past few weeks, we have really been focusing on making a decision: do we want to pursue coming back to Austria long term or not. This has not been an easy process as we weigh many pros and many cons. There have been a couple times for me that as I think about the cons so much, that I get down right homesick. If God does lead us to come back long term, I am sure that my desire to be with friends and family in the states and eat Chipotle will weigh on me now and again. However, in the past year and a half that we have been here, that hasn't happened very often. For the most part we have been excited about what we are doing here. The amazing thing is, as we have been working on making this decision while we have experienced some lows, we have also experience in these past few weeks, encouragement unlike we have seen since living here. We have received affirmation and encouragement from parents of youth, we have been invested in more by people in our church, we have been taught and coached more intently by our boss, and we have been pleaded by many youth to stay. In the past few months especially, I can see how much we have grown and gotten more comfortable in our job here. One thing is for sure, no matter what our decision is, God has used us here in Austria in ways we didn't even think were possible. I for one am excited to see how God will continue to guide us and how He will use us in the future.